Fustrated.

The stress of making plans with my friends.. I hate the fact that I'm always the one that has to set up the plans in order for a plan to actually happen. I mean I love to set up stuff, but when complicated people get into it and they're never sure if they can go, how to get there, their parents, it gets so fustrating. I mean I understand their problems, and I'm not someone that'll get mad over it, but sometimes.. when it doesn't work out + I have all these other different things to worry about I just get so fustrated. ): To the point where I just go away from everyone and take some time alone. Sometimes i wish i'd get older already and get to drive so that plans wouldn't be so complicated. But hey, im still young &i guess complications have to come with making plans since we still have parents that we need to get permission from. Lucky me, my parents trust me and I usually just tell them where im at before even asking. Probably because I grew up doing everything by myself and cooking, cleaning, doing homework, on my own. I never really noticed the parts when I was little that I was actually pretty independent. The times my sister werent there, and when I had to act like the older one. I guess, ive learned alot way faster than other kids, and ive gotten mature so fast. I think i just get fed up alot when I dont get it my way when plans go easy and simple. Patience & temper is something I have bad at times.