Current Ear Candy

TI ft. Justin Timberlake - Dead & Gone
Avant - Happy
Jackieboyz - Neon
Keke Wyatt ft. Avant - Nothing In This World
Kaskade - 4am
Ciara - Never Ever
Miley Cyrus - Lets Get Crazy

Failed.

I was in such a horrible mood this morning cause I realized how horrible I did this semester. I didnt reach the goals I intended to and Im so damn disappointed in myself. But I did do ALL my homework and didnt have any missing assignments. The only thing that actually messed me up was my test grades. Either way its still my fault and I fucked myself over. I told myself in the beginning I needa be on my game when it comes to school but I slacked. Im so glad I have my avid teacher to push me to my limits and make me do what I need to. At times I always tell my friends to remind me and push me, but its ME that should push myself. Ive gotten way too much help in my life and I havent gotten a chance to reach shit on my own independently. Nows the time; I really needa pay attention &study till I remember exactly what the concept of what I just read was.

Happy Chinese New Years

Gong Hay Fat Choi or I would say in toisan Gung Hey Faut Twoi :]
Nothing really compares to the traditional way of celebrating Chinese New Years like my family does. Im so thankful for it, and I love every minute of it.

Stupid.

Its stupid how a guy asks to get with you before they even ever hadda actual conversation with you. Its stupid how a guy shows you theyre interested but yet they show you that they dont needa try hard for you. Its stupid how a guy can talk to you for more than 4hours and not even ask for your name. Its stupid how a guy tries to get at you when you know they have a gf. Its stupid how a guy asks if you love them when you barely know them. I think its cute when guys go for someone they desire; but when a guy does stupid shit like that_they must be playin.

Someone different.

Travie McCoy<3

Finals Week #2

For some reason even though I totally guessed on every question in the bio finals exam, im not that worried. Thats not a good thing tho cause I end up failing anyways haha. Spanish was pretty easy tho, I prolly got a B. I needa work my brains out for second semester spanish tho or else ima have to repeat :T But anyways, today was a good day. &Damn it felt soo good to get out early. Went out for pho w/ sister then stayed home for the rest of the day. Recently, Ive been craving to WRiTE all the time. I wanna improve my hand writing as well as my writing in general. Ima horrible writer so maybe itll help me. (:

iBelieve.

Finals Week

So this morning I woke up pretty late but since its finals week &we get out early I could care less about looking nice. Hah. So 1st period geo, was alright. I didnt bomb it but i didnt ace it either. Hopefully I get a B like always. Rofl ima straight B student. Anyways, after first it was 2nd period AVID. We watched the presidential inaugeration while eattingg &doing anything. I love how we always have parties during days where other classes stress you the fuck out. One of my fav classes. Afterschool I went to the SamWoo plaza w/ sally &bought candy for the vball banquet senior presents. Went to the 2nd floor cause we got bored and omg I saw the cutest jade necklaces. And since I lost mine and they were calling my name, I had to buy one[: Its a tiny elephant with cystals on its feet and eye. I been spending money without really thinking tho so I needa control it better ): Ohwell, I def. dont regret buying my jade tho its soo cute. Anyways, hopefully finals week doesnt stress me out way too much. Wish me luck for bio &spanish tmrrow. Ugh.

My obession has come back to haunt me.

Pissed.

Okay so I accidentally posted up 2 of the same blogs and I wanted to delete it so I went to settings, and I had NO IDEA it was to delete my whole fuckin blogspot. Im so fuckin pissed off! Wtf.. Why dont they have a delete blog right here when you edit it? Stupid fuckin blogspot. I fuckin blogged so much and updated and it fuckin dissapears. Bullshit. Its my fault too for deleting it but wtf. Fuck myself for thinking ''delete blog'' was to delete one blog; its fuckin called blogspot for fuckin sakes. Excuse my profanity, but I really loved my blogs. Ugh.. now I have to start ALL over again. ):

Shes a Cutie.

Sleepover.

HA. Its embarassing to say i just had my first sleepover @15. Well its pretty damn dope for an asian with the most overprotected rents. Well this weekend we hadda 3day break so it was chill. Watched Grand Toreno(movie was good) &went to the mall. Been w/ the bestie for most of the weekend but also my dads older sisters in town; my Goo Mah. So everymorning around 10 I had to get up and get picked up from besties to go to DimSum with them. I felt bad cause right after Id go back to my besties pad but I didnt really know what to do with them since I feel sortof distant from em eversinced this one incident happened a while back. But shes my GooMah &my dads real close to her; so I still love her to deatth. Im not worried that we wont be close in the future cause I know ima open up to her about it one day. But anyways; this weekend was so fuckin tiring. Sleeping reall late then waking up real early &then going out til' its reall late then sleeping real late; ohman tonights sleep is gonna feel bombb. Well im too lazy to think and write about the whole weekend; also I gotta study for finals tonight. Damn im breaking my newyears resolution already.