Failed.

I was in such a horrible mood this morning cause I realized how horrible I did this semester. I didnt reach the goals I intended to and Im so damn disappointed in myself. But I did do ALL my homework and didnt have any missing assignments. The only thing that actually messed me up was my test grades. Either way its still my fault and I fucked myself over. I told myself in the beginning I needa be on my game when it comes to school but I slacked. Im so glad I have my avid teacher to push me to my limits and make me do what I need to. At times I always tell my friends to remind me and push me, but its ME that should push myself. Ive gotten way too much help in my life and I havent gotten a chance to reach shit on my own independently. Nows the time; I really needa pay attention &study till I remember exactly what the concept of what I just read was.