Realize.

So today, during my 2nd period which is avid-we watched a video on ocean life. It shocked me that 90% of the animal life in the ocean has died. I honestly feel horrible that the whole world is doing this. Like foreal, all of our bad habits of littering, not recycling, eating fish, poluting the air, is making our ocean effing dirty. The fact that almost all our waste goes in there too, I feel discusted that its US humans that do this. Yes global warmings involved, but we do way more to dirty the water and kill the animals in the ocean. I also feel angry cause everyday people that are part of groups that try to change it, are the only ones that try. I personally think alot of people in the world are selfish and just depend on the future to determine whats gonna happen. Fck-careless &stupid decisions in just one person adds up to make more than words can count. And because of that, every single day were poluting the world and making it that much worse than it already is. I cant even notice that our oceans are so damaged, but I love the fact that I got to see a video on it. Ugh. It kills me to even think about it more. But im gonna recycle every day and ima make the people around me be aware of this cause I mean a little is still something good. I just dont wanna imagine the future w/ the skys being grey cause of our dirtyass ocean, and our clouds being discusting black.

Sister Sister

sisters by chance, bestfriends by choice.

Hard work

Pays off.

Once I get that pay.

Drive.

In order for someone to go for something; they gotta have that certain drive. I find my drive comin from not only myself-but from people who support me to achieve it. Sometimes I dont believe I can do something, unless I have people that support me through it and believe in me for ME. Lets jst say, w/out support_I wouldnt be where I needa be. But really.. I cant rely on support all my life. I need that drive' thats only from MYSELF.

Talented.

4Day Weekend

Damn one extra day to the weekend feels hella long! I wish it was always like this haha. Oou schools been having budget cuts tho. Teachers try sugar coatin it saying were tryna save money but really some teachers are jst losing their classes. So now we have like 30-40 students in a class. One of my teachers said the governments thinking of giving us 4 days for school to save money but then we'd have to go to school for 8 hours straight. Hmm most of the boys said theyd want it but NAH id take a 5 day week haha. It sucks tho to see the world goin through a little depression. Mall stores are going bankrupt and alot of stores are gonna get shut down. I really hope change does get done cause Americas better than this. As much as I say I needa go shopping &ishh; I do wanna save tho. Rofl Mama &me were watching commercials and we came through like those Sponsor a Child commercials and I was recently telling my ma the other day how if I was reaal rich Id donate loads of my money to programs to help the people in need. So I was like ''hey lets donate money'' &shes like alright lets donate $30 every month and she was serious too; so I went to the website &ima prolly either sponsor a child; or donate money for food hahah. Foreaals tho I really wanna do it. Thatll make me feel real happy. Well anyways tho, this weekend all I been doing is shop but I havent actually spent alot of money. Ah next week tho I have a fam gathering w/ like 40 relatives for a late Chinese New Years ish so ima prolly get late red bags there hahah. Gotta tell myself tho NOT to use money on useless shit uggh.

Recent Ear Candy

J Holiday- Make That Sound

J Holiday - Fall
Novakane - Shawty Say
Pleasure P - Boyfriend #2
Beyonce - Halo
The Dream - Rockin That Thang
Jim Jones - Pop Champagne

Shop Crave

Shop Crave

Volleyball 2008-2009

I had such a long and crazy experience this year in volleyball but these girls were in it with me since day one. We all had one thing in common: we all took shit from our annoying ass moon man coach that taught us alot, yet yelled his lungs out and made us do baseline suicides everyday when we would fuck up. Im glad I joined tho and never actually quitted haha. It sucks that we got 2nd place in league, but hey atleast we beat ahs HAHA :]

4th Grade Trio